OOOOOoooooooooooooo ya

Good bye exams...heeeeeellllllllllllllo freedom

Im so glad I took the job in Invercargill...people say Im gonna be dead bored there though...but a choice is a choice...I angered a larger company...but O well...I've learnt my lesson.

I dunno why recently I lost my motivation to study for that 'extra' good grade. All this while, I wanted above average grades to try for scholarships...and every year I apply, and of the 3 years I apply...I've only had 2 interviews. I know there're way more people with better credentials...but why...what drives me? I dunno...lol. I suppose it's so that I don't end uni life with any regrets...but where will the limit be? I can ALWAYS think of some way to improve myself...to go that extra mile..sometimes I follow through with it..sometimes I don't. But am I being lazy....I pray..and I tell God..."If You want me to do this, You will give me the strength to do" or "If You intend it to be this way...I know You will provide for me"
At what point do we become lazy to think for ourselves and at what point do we place enough trust on God?