Why Do I Blog?

Why do I blog? A simple answer...self therapy...lol...thing is..I can miss out on THE most important things people have to say to me..but at other times..I can just remember ONE phrase from ONE person for THE longest time. So I friend of mine tells me that the best way to help yourself when you're in a rut is to jot down your feelings on a piece of paper to which my reply was a smirk in my mind. (YEa...i smirk in my mind cos ppl just give you a look when you smirk at things you're not spose to smirk at) In any case, this being a public blog limits what I can put down and what I cant put down for the sake of other people. But for what I do put down, I do feel a sense of relief.
Unlike other blogs I notice, I don't actually expect people to read this, react to it, and post comments, or respond to it. Sure I can complain here, and whine (and I believe I've done it) but it's all for my well being. If you, a random reader, or even an acquantaince, or a friend were to read my blog, there is no expectation whatsoever for you to follow up on what I put down in real life. I do notice I've put up a certain 'wall' around myself. That wall of course is on automatice I spose. I don't have a wall up for every person I know.
That being said, I think I'll do a write up on where I worked e.g. Motuihe Island since it's been a new experience for me...going to work on an island I didnt know existed 15 mins by ferry from my area!! My boss over there reminds me of me when I'm in a hurry to do work. I walk from one place to another to do something, while Im on the way, I notice something else which needs to be done, my mind flips over to the new job, and I forget about the first thing I was meant to do. This process is frustating as it also causes me to misplace things and reduces my efficiency even more...tsk....mayb men can never multitask. ...ok..a bit sidetracked...but..yea..what did I do there? I helped out with catering for 3 functions in 2 days. Helped prepare food for some hungrily drunk fishermen, drunk people in a wedding and some sober sailors. YEa....ppl over here love getting drunk during summer. (PS: I brought back some free beer....weeeeeee)
Yea,first time I helped out in a kitchen for 2 days straight. The pay was good considering what I did..lol..this includes hanging the laundry (YES!!), cutting beans, putting serviettes on paper plates, picking rubbish...and imagine...getting complimented like mad for being such a hard worker...really makes your head swell. But I thoroughly enjoyed myself..believe it or not..it was the first time I went on a ferry in NZ. MM...that's enough blogging..wonder what's the word count.